ambivalence
/æmˈbɪvələns/
noun
The state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
the law’s ambivalence about the importance of a victim’s identity
equivocation,uncertainty,unsureness,doubt,indecision,inconclusiveness,irresolution,irresoluteness,hesitation,hesitancy,fluctuation,vacillation,shilly-shallying,tentativeness