ambivalence

/æmˈbɪvələns/

noun

The state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.

the law’s ambivalence about the importance of a victim’s identity

equivocation,uncertainty,unsureness,doubt,indecision,inconclusiveness,irresolution,irresoluteness,hesitation,hesitancy,fluctuation,vacillation,shilly-shallying,tentativeness