grudged
ɡrʌdʒ
verb
be resentfully unwilling to give or allow (something).
he grudged the work and time that the meeting involved
begrudge,resent,feel aggrieved/bitter about,be annoyed about,be angry about,be displeased about,be resentful of,mind,object to,take exception to,regret,give unwillingly,give reluctantly,give resentfully,give stintingly