anguishes
/ˈaŋɡwɪʃ/
noun
Severe mental or physical pain or suffering.
she shut her eyes in anguish
agony,pain,torment,torture,suffering,distress,angst,misery,sorrow,grief,heartache,heartbreak,wretchedness,unhappiness,woe,desolation,despair
verb
Be extremely distressed about something.
I spent the next two weeks anguishing about whether I’d made the right decision
agonized,tormented,racked with pain,racked with suffering,tortured,harrowed