anguish
/ˈæŋɡwɪʃ/
noun
Severe mental or physical pain or suffering.
she shut her eyes in anguish
agony,pain,torment,torture,suffering,distress,angst,misery,sorrow,grief,heartache,heartbreak,wretchedness,unhappiness,woe,desolation,despair
intransitive verb
Be extremely distressed about something.
he anguished over how to reply
agonized,tormented,racked with pain,racked with suffering,tortured,harrowed