clandestine
klanˈdɛstɪn
ˈklandɛstɪn
adjective
kept secret or done secretively, especially because illicit.
she deserved better than these clandestine meetings
secret,covert,furtive,surreptitious,stealthy,cloak-and-dagger,hole-and-corner,hole-in-the-corner,closet,behind-the-scenes,backstairs,back-alley,under-the-table,hugger-mugger,concealed,hidden,private,sly,sneaky,underhand,undercover,underground,black,hush-hush